A million words can't bring you back, I know because I've tried. A million tears can't bring you back, I know because I've cried.. If love could have saved you, you never would have died..
Monday, November 30, 2009
Yesterday Bonnie babes held a really lovely Christmas service for our Babes that aren't here.. I was so proud.. I read 2 poems at the service!! Only cried a little..:) Jacob was so so cute.. We all had balloons to release, so we wrote names and messages on them.. Jacob had to draw: "Taite, Seth, Daddy, Dabby, Jacob and the cat" lol.. So so cute.. Jacob 'accidentally' released about 5 balloons before the service, then spoke throughout it.. The pure innocence of a child hey.. I love him so much and I really really wish he had his brothers here.. He would have been such a good big brother.. And I would have been such a good Mama.. :) It isn't fair!! :(