Tough times ahead..

Ok, so I am single.. Well going through a seperation currently. I am scared of Mother's day without my children, scared of mother's day without my children's father acknowledging me as a mother. Scared of knowing I wont be a mother for a very long time (I can't get pregnant by myself!) Scared of being single and alone.. But I will get through this.. I know I am not alone (even though I feel it sometimes).. I have my friends both IRL and in cyberworld.. I need support for tough times ahead.. I need support as I am feeling grief. not only am I grieving my children, but grieving the loss of my relationship and partnership..