Christmas Service..

Yesterday Bonnie babes held a really lovely Christmas service for our Babes that aren't here.. I was so proud.. I read 2 poems at the service!! Only cried a little..:) Jacob was so so cute.. We all had balloons to release, so we wrote names and messages on them.. Jacob had to draw: "Taite, Seth, Daddy, Dabby, Jacob and the cat" lol.. So so cute.. Jacob 'accidentally' released about 5 balloons before the service, then spoke throughout it.. The pure innocence of a child hey.. I love him so much and I really really wish he had his brothers here.. He would have been such a good big brother.. And I would have been such a good Mama.. :) It isn't fair!! :(

Internet stalking again..

This is why I enrolled into my aged care course.. So I wouldn't be still sitting in my PJ's at nearly midday.. Yep, I have spent almost all morning on the internet (apart from a few minutes when I had a boiled egg for brekky).. I found this website http://www.ourforeverbabies.com/ . I am surprised I had never come across it before.. Anyway it is a forum for parents who obviously have forever babies.. So I have been stalking that forum for a while and I found some really good poems that I hadn't read before. If you would like to read them I have added them to my other website http://www.taiteandseth.webs.com/. If you have been on this blog before you would have noticed I have made some changes, added some photos etc.. It really really breaks my heart that I have been a Mummy for a year, but still only have the same photos to add.. I am feeling really ripped off right now. :(

My new Blogging account!!

Hi All.. I have started this new blogger to make it a little easier to be found. To tell you the truth I am not much of a blogger, but will blog from time to time. To read my full story about how I got here you can go to the memorial site I first created in Taite and Seth's memory.. It is www.taiteandseth.webs.com On there I have Our story, pictures, poems and a little bit of a blog I have done over the last few months.. I thank everyone in advance for taking the time to look at my site and request for you to sign the guestbook if you wish. :) Til next time...